"Standing alone in the wind and rain, feeling the fear that is growing! Sensing the change in the tide again, brought by the storm that is brewing! Feel the anxiety hold off the fear, some of the doubt in the things you believe, now that your faith will be put to the test, nothing to do but await what is coming! Why is then God still protecting me even when I don't deserve it? Though I am blessed with an inner strenght some they would call it a penance! Why am I meant to face this alone, asking the question time and again! Praying to God won't keep me alive Inside my head feel the fear start to rise..."